this panic attack has been bugging me since last night, (i was lucky to get some rest from the attack when we meet this Dutch guy named Ron in Akbar's dorm and he, boy and i went out for padang food) and when we came home, the panic attack stroked again! gah!! make it fast! September 2nd or 3rd (final project 1st preview). please come hurry so that i can get it over with.
* i tried all my calming method already, and nothing worked!
i need a chill pill if that thing ever existed.