I'm ashamed of it to be honest..
that's why I'm not gonna "explain" what's it all about (no, it's not about boys, just so you know)
but I envy everyone who gets "it"
I've never got "it" not even once..
the time it was so special was like 13 years ago, when I was 8.
and what makes me angry sometimes is the fact that those people who usually get "it" never seem to care or appreciate what they have.