This is absolutely right!

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seriously, i have nothing to do and blogging's kinda fun today

I am a cuddler
I am a morning person
I am a perfectionist
I am a night person
I am an only child
I am Catholic
I am currently in my pajamas
I am currently suffering from a broken heart
I am okay at styling other people’s hair
I am left handed
I am addicted to my myspace
I am very shy around the opposite gender
I bite my nails
I can be paranoid at times
I currently regret something that I have said
When I get mad I curse frequently
I like someone (who is my boyfriend)
I enjoy jazz music
I enjoy smoothies
I enjoy talking on the phone
I have a pet
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
I have a tendency to fall for the wrong person
I have all my grandparents
I have at least one sibling
I have been told that I am smart
I have broken a bone
I have Caller I.D. on my phone
I have bathed/​showered with someone

I have changed a diaper
I have changed a lot over the past year
I have done something illegal
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair
I have had surgery
I have killed another person
I have had my hair cut within the last week
I have had the cops called on me
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t
I have held hands with someone who wasn’t my boyfriend/girlfriend
I have loved someone
I have danced around naked

characters-July

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from panjang's blog. he's born in July too, and he's a cancer too. I bold the ones that reflect me.

my review

Most people like to write about their resolution in New Year. Me? I like to review what I’ve done in the previous year. I’ll try to remember what happened to me each month in the 2009.

January

Celebrated New Year’s Eve at campus.

Made my Dad a birthday present.

Went on a trip to Bali with my best friends.

February

Broke up (and really thankful for that) I could say it’s my biggest achievement this year.

March

April

May

Lost a beloved best friend to her boyfriend

June

Made birthday present for Boy, but sadly the effort was only from my part because the OTHER person was too “busy”

Family trip to Singapore. Went together with Ajeng and Tante Ninin.

July

Birthday. Always hate this day.

August

Deadline for finding Internship at Netherlands

Became a Lecture’s student assistance

September

October

November

Being all stressed out about internship

Went to Bali all alone, simply just went to the beach and enjoy it by myself

December

Another trip to Singapore (long story short my mom was angry with her friends because they canceled their plan to go to Singapore and she take her family instead)

I'm not a fashion junkie

but i love to see what's happening in the fashion world. i wear jeans, simple shirt, backpack and converse shoes almost everyday. yesterday i just got back from a trip (a shopping trip and i got some items that I've wanted for a while in discount price!!!

biggest catch by hobbit featuring GAP bags

well, not all of the above, of course.. here's what i got:

• the red gap tote bag that cost too much in Indonesia but i got it lot cheaper.
• Ruby shoes. I need a flat in case i must look girly.
• Swatch watch. got it cheaper than in Indonesia.
• Ray-ban-ish sunglasses. okay, not ray-ban, but cotton on.
• i got cotton on stuffs like the scarf, the tanks, and the cardi.
• i also got a 2 dresses from cotton on. (cotton on was on sale guys!)

Usually when i went to Singapore i will spend my money on books and IKEA but this time, i spent in on those items above. but i still got some IKEA stuff that i haven't had (I'm an IKEA addict and i almost have all the items they have) and i also bought 3 books. my friend reccomended me to read these books by Garth Nix:





But i went to 3 book stores and turned out the books were hard to find. so, I thought maybe i could just borrow her the books and i bought these book instead:

bought by hobbit on Polyvore.com


I'm reading it, and still don't know the verdict.

Absolutely

LOOOOVE this album.. the WHOLE album. beautiful songs. great work Jamie..

After 2 days of new moon marathon

I should have post this a week ago (I watched it twice, first with my high school buddies and the second time with my 'asdos' friends--i promised both groups to watch it together), but I haven't got much time to do such useless thing.

anyway.. this is new moon.

• started with a scene with "GUE GANTENG BANGET" aura by Edward Cullen.
• here comes Jacob with his biceps.
• then bella asked Edward to "KISS ME" (which i still don't get the reason why she has to lift her right eyebrow that way)
• Edward's gone. stupid Bella slept in the forest. (being rescued by muscles--literally-- a huge man boobs for one whole big screen).
• Bella found a way to "see" Edward, she's an adrenaline junkie now. she has motor bike. she rides the bike. she fell. Jacob came to save her. Her head's bleeding, JACOB TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT TO WIPE HER BLOOD. (i don't know why the director feels like he MUST took the camera angle from below so that Jacob's muscle being exposed. i mean, really, a girl's bleeding and taking off your shirt will definitely solve the problem?!)
• Jacob said he wont hurt Bella, but the next day, he disappear. Bella came to his house, and Jacob said "stay away from me, it's not you, it's me" in the rain to make it look more dramatic (well, has anyone paid that much attention to even realize that Jacob's body was STEAMY?! because he's a werewolf and his body temperature is HOT)
• then Jacob and Bella are friends again. one day, Bella decided to jump off the cliff and Jacob saved her. when Bella was Shivering in the car jacob said "It's 108 degrees here" (which in plain English will be translated "I'm hot")
• Edward thought Bella was dead, and he wants to die too. How? to show himself in public the fact that his body is glittering-shimmering-shiny-menyala-nyala jijik--under the direct sunlight. Bella's running inside a fountain. Edward is taking his shirt off. (and i could actually see his pubic hair!!) Bella crushed her body to Edward's and they live happily ever after.
• Oh, not so happy for Jacob. and he decided to let the happy couple know about it by SUDDENLY SHOWING HIMSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD--like a muscle attack. which, stupid Edward hit the brake so the car stopped (if I were him, i'd ran through the muscles)
• Lastly, Edward said "Marry me Bella" (......?????)
  

What the fuck?!!! I mean did I enjoy the movie? yes. it's comical. but did I think it's good--blockbuster way--NO EFFING WAY!!

Why?!!!

WHY?!!!!!

i looked back aaaannd

I re-read my blog from the beginning, kinda ashamed for the earlier posts especially when i used to use my blog as a "tempat curhat"..

Hope it wont happen again..

(god, i can't sleep, i had to much caffein)