i had a talk with my friend yesterday. he said with his bright eyes--which rarely happens, "Lit, my son will be born in December." he said proudly. he then explained about all the preparation, cost, the way he wants his baby to be born and grow. i could see how much he's enjoying having his own little family and the fact that a new member is about to come.
that's the very first time i realized, i want that in my life. i want that emotion, i want that look, i want that pride.