The more i stepped into it, the more i realize that my passion IS studying.
To be a part in these coorperate stuff kinda drives me nuts. As scary as is looked to me before now i jump right into it makes me fear of it even more. I know it's a cowardy comment on my behalf but i don't need to bw a hipocrite saying that this thing's fun when it's not.
By this morning as i filled out a recruitment form, i possitively made my mind: i'll try my best and will do whatever it takes within my power (mentally and financially) to try to get a next degree for my study.
I chickened out today, just don't judge me
Not because i think i can't but simply because i don't want to.
Growing up does take time, indeed.