Led to a huge slap-on-the-face revelation. I know why i haven't lift my butt and give my all, that's because i have no competition, i have no pressure, and no deadline. But thnaks to my bestfriend, he made me realize my weakness and drag me back on track. I'll run as fast as i can to compete you now. I'll try to get there too.
Oh, and a simple judgement from him also help "this is not your behaviour. You're not usually this helpless."
Thank you.. Thank you.. Thank you..