another jumat keramat

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

i know nothing about it, yeah...
but i think i worth a try..
why you chose not to let me handle you and your world?

miss my home

This grown up lady outside

is a little girl after all

who needs her momma cooking to make her glad

and some daddy wise words to cheer her up

sometimes,

she wants to get back the security she used to have

when everyday she comes home

step into her comfort zone

now, she's out there all by herself

no more warm chicken soup

no more wisdom

no more home



so ma..

please remember to cook me something special when i get home

tell daddy that i'm still his little girl

and welcome me with the warmth of home

*i want to turn back time
to those moment i took for granted..
i wish i'd enjoy it more when i was there..
miss you guys so much..