FOUND!!!

okay, for those of you who already knew about it just be quite and let me write..
for quite a while I have this checklist of what kind of guy that I'm looking for (if I were you, I won't take it seriously) but when I joke about it to my friends they all said "no way! there's no such guy like that" "I don't think you will find someone with ALL those criteria" "yeah, dream on!" and honestly, I myself also think "no way that's possible, all in one? yeah rite!"


anyway, here's my checklist:
1. British. I don't know why exactly, i just looooove the way they talk with their accents.
2. Lefty. yep, I think left handed people are cool (I'm right handed)
3. Plays piano. for some of you that might sounds cheesy, but I really like guy who plays piano.
4. Brown/dark eyes. I don't like bright eyes. no reason.
5. Dark hair
6. Good looking. obviously.

long story short, my dad was watching TV about the beatles, there HE IS!! (this is weird because I like the beatles--thanks to daddy who poisoned me with it since I was a toddler, and I like HIM--my favorite beatles--and I never realized that he's actually one guy with those criteria I said earlier)

Paul McCartney is REAL! (unreacable, not to mention too old now) but still, he's alive, he exsists. so look guys! I found my "all in one" guy!!!

maar daar maakt het echt niet beter van!!

I swear, in the future, if I ever be a successful women who has a design studio and there's a fellow student ask me to have an internship in my studio, I will tell them the truth:

yes--if i like their works

no--if i think their works are incoherence to mine.

no--if i do not have time/place for an intern

And when I say "I let you know soon after I look through your portfolio" I WILL TELL THEM ASAP!!! I wont let them hang around waiting for my decision when their precious times could be used to find ANOTHER appropriate place. Even saying "I work alone, thanks for asking" is MUCH BETTER than that*

I hate that "MY TOY"--translate that to france language for real name.haha (ga boleh sebut merek dong, ntar di sue) stuff.

REALLY!!

I mean, my dad did actually drove all the way there to gave them my portfolio (at that time I was in Bandung so I couldn't sent it myself--and he doesn't have that much free time, which I'm sure he'd prefer to be doing something he likes instead of drove all the way through rush hour to help his daughter send her portfolio) and THEY LOST IT. Then they asked me to send my portfolio via email, and I did, and SHE said "okay, I'll look through it and I will let you know soon."

How soon is SOON?? it's been 3 weeks for God's sake!!!

aahhh.. don't worry, I'll forget about it anyway. I post it so years later I'll remember how hard it was to be a student looking for a place for an internship, and we aren't babies, you can just tell us if you don't like our works. At least that way, we wont hold our hopes too high to have an internship at your place. Just be honest from the start. That's all we need.

And for everyone who's been successful, please take a moment to remember when you were struggling to where you are now. I'm there at where you were, but I made a promise to myself, I won't treat people like that*

*the story I told above

IKEA showroom??

The messy "workstation" but still comfy somehow

"Coffee corner" or "reading corner" or just corner, i usually eat here while i watch TV

My bed, GOD! i love it

everyone who's been into my 'kosan' room would always say "anjing! showroom IKEA" and yep, i'm proud of it. this room is even better than my own room back at home (since my mom uses it for a study room and she puts all my brother's books inside of it, my old room looks more like a library instead of a sleeping room now)

I decided to post the pictures of my rooms (yes, i'm too proud of it, whatever!) since i just cleaned it up. enjoy~~

ADA APA DENGAN KROMOSOM X??

YA TUHAN!!! ESTROGEN!!!

kenapa cewe HARUS teriak-teriak setiap kali exited?

kenapa kalo cewe lagi curhat pribadi sesama geng-gongnya HARUS teriak??

kenapa kalo panik ga tau jawaban tugas HARUS teriak lagi??!

kenapa kalo lagi cerita-cerita ada cowo lagi ngedeketin, juga HARUS pake teriak???!!!

dan kenapa teriakan mereka melengking 3 oktaf dari suara rata-rata??

pikirkanlah orang lain di sekitar kalian yang punya telinga dan TERGANGGU..

(i mean, i'm a girl, and yes, i have estrogen, and YES i do get exited sometimes, but i never shrieked like the estrogen monster!!! GAH!!!)

mellow mode on..

(my lovely parents.. love them to death..)

please God, i cannot let them down.. help me.. please.. help me for them.. for every sigle effort they've done to raise me and made me ME. please God, do it for them, not for me.. help me.. help me not to let them down.. please, help me..

:D

(men!! he's cute!!!!)

&%$#!!!!

picture says a thousand words, i guess..
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